It's been long. Really long. Since there ain't a single soul around. I guess i will just shoot.

Got back common tests results. Really sucks.

It's surprising that you can find out so much more about someone, even if you know her or him very well. Yeah, that's what you think. To me, a recent conversation with someone close related so so much more, till the extent that i even thought that person got hit by a softball bat. Ha.

Pon Odac again. But i hope that i can make it for this tuesday's and thursday's session. Don't want to get screamed at again.

You know those dreams or ambitions that you make when you're young? Like"Oh.I want to be a doctor, a lawyer, Singapore Idol(..) when i grow up."
Seems to me that those dreams are getting further and further. This kinda explains bad working attitude of some workers' doesn't it? You are happy only if you enjoy what you are doing.
Quite recently, a relative of mine just asked what kind of courses i would like to take when i enter colledge or whatever. Maybe it was pride, maybe it was pure cheekiness or just for the sake's of showing off. "Medical". That's what i said. And i swore i heard my cousin snigger. Bastard. But looking back now, i think what i said was really really stupid. Now, that relative is like, whenever he sees me during family occasions (thank goodness he ain't my dad), he would say "Hey medical student.". Come to think of it, i think that one of the reasons that made me say "Medical" would be i was one of the top students.
WAS.
Until recently, i finally came to realise how pathetic i was. Now, i don't give a hoot if i get an A, all i want to get for my exams is just to pass. Serious. Till date, i have already flunked 3 tests.
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So what am i suppose to say the next time i meet my relative? Oh ya. That's one drama worth watching alright.

Just as well, i am beginning to think that there's something wrong with my blood. No, nothing to do with medicine. Just that. Most of my couzs' are taking engineering. All of them. All but me, the youngest lose who loves bio but cannot score in that subject? Damm. This is both corny and ironic.
Will be continuing next time. Got to chill'.