I didn't know studying was such a pain.

My brain's all dried up.
No more bytes in the memory to store anymore data, for the moment I hope.
Anyway, this is the little time I am stealing from my schedule to come and blog.
PTM was on yesterday.
Nothing happened cause, I only failed physics and that's bad enough.
I didn't show the report slip to my dad, but got it signed by my mum instead.
She maybe the one yakking and nagging and screaming at me more frequently, but heck,
she at least knows what I am studying.
It rained buckets yesterday. =.=!!!
I went home with my pants all wet, up to the thighs.
..
Ya. The adidas shoes were soaked too, so was my ZiNC bag.
But somehow, the rain made me feel calm.
I don't know why.
I was able to think kinda clearly for that period of time when I was walking back.
I felt that I have wasted my time and energy on her.
Hmm.
I think there's a time for everything and now, perhaps, is just not the right time?
Haha.
Schools really hectic in the past week.
Teachers are just wildy rushing through the syllabus now.
Students on the other hand are madly studying all the topics.
I do it with my mouth open, in awe of the number of chapters that I must ingest.
This is mad I tell you.
The class photos are out.
Damn the lousy photographer.
My eyes look freaking small.
I didn't smile by the way, except for the candid one. Haha.
You don't call a formal photo "formal' for nothing.
I bought Jay's Still Fantasy album.
The days' are getting shorter.
And shorter.
& shorter.
Time trickles much faster.
I go to sleep much more easily and wake up so much earlier.
I am stressed.
I am pressurized.
I am on the brinke of breaking.
I think the expectations of one to do well, for me as an example, is too great.
Just because you are a triple science student doesn't mean you can excel in every
damn subject.
I am now hardly coping with mine and failing physics.
Seems like I will be coming back for the confirmation test.
Anyway, I had thought over it.
If I still fail, then I will be going to a double sciences class.
Never to a combined science.
It's not an insult, just a personal maxim of my.
So, most probably the class would be 3F.
I gave it a thought.
Dropping to double science means 1 subject less.
1 subject less means more time to study the others.
I am not too concern about the "if you fuck one subject and O lvls fuck you" theory.
Cause, I cannot study history and let alone physics.
So, it is a very crude and prehistoric "win=win" situation.
Haha.
Kinda touche eh?
Anyway, I may be posting again.
I don't know when.
Gotta go back to work.
Damn.
If you are reading this and have read this long, spare 3 mins and go tag.
Thanks.
That means you.
Yes.
Don't look behind. There isn't anyone.
I know it's the 7th month, but the hao xiong di ain't interested in you.
Be a good netizen and tag.
I will be watching.
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