Daydream...

I woke up like 11am today?
Woah.
I can't exactly remember when was the last time I had such a long and "enjoyable" sleep.
Really appreciative of it..Although the nutty neighbour upstairs starting drilling and hammering something that was what really woke me up.
No.
Having the second alarm clock didn't help.
=.=
Anyway, I have done zilch revision on e'math today.
Yes.
I should be worried.
What the hell.
I am more worried about friday's hmt paper.
There is the question of whether I can do it.
And.
The question of whether if I can finish the bloody paper in time.
1 Cloze.
3 Compres.
1 Summary.
Buahh.
>< ... I think I better shed some kilos le.. Gee.. Sounding like some metrosexual nutcase. Cause.. Never mind. >>>>

Sometimes, I wished that I had a sibling.
Preferably one's that younger.
Boy or girl..what the hell. Just another addition in the family will do great.
Why?

+ All those attention shone on me will be diverted to the younger brat.
+ I would at least get some decent respect from at least, no, from that one sibling in the family.
+ I can breathe better.
+ I don't have to answer to all of my parents each whim and demand.
You know.. Everyone thinks that coming from a single-child family is such a great thing.
I seriously don't see what the hell is so great about it.
What's with the damn fuss.
Ya.
I don't see beyond the bend; but you don't see beyond yourself.
Damn it.
I think my parent, no, mother only, is like gonna to put a restraining order on me something.
Wrong.
You gotta do better than that motherrr.
Loser.
I seriously don't see what she's all fussed up about me for.
I am not trying to be a defiant little ass here.

I>
+ Don't smoke
+ Try not to fail.
+ Do my work.
+ Don't receive stupid complains from the fucked-up teachers.
+ I don't have a girlfriend. >< + I reason my every doing and consider what effect it has on you. + I spend my dough wisely. You know. Once. I got so damn pissed off with my mother that I said this to her. "You know. Since you say that I owe YOU everything. That. Why the hell should I even be studying or even try to carve out a living for myself in the future?? Cause since I owe YOU everything, then whatever I do I do it FOR YOU and I will in for all eternitiy owe YOU EVERYTHING. Then. I should be living off YOU for the REST OF MY LIFE cause hell! I OWE you EVERYTHING!!."
That seriously shut that woman up.
Parents.
Yes they may be "right".
But sometimes, their reasonings are baseless.
If not, all bullshit. Just because they give birth to you, doesn't mean you have to listen and obey everyone of their bloody heed.
Cause, if the matter turns out to be good, bravo! The credit goes to them.
If the matter flops, then YOU take the blame.
It's really kinda cowardly. Now do you know why people wish that their parents are as liberal as the europeans?
Haha.
I do respect my parents.
I am a good child.
Compare with my other cousins and my aunts and uncles see me as a gem while their own flesh and blood as defiant little buggers.
Serious.
My relative once commented that" Hey.. I wished I had a son like yours.."
When our parents comment us that we don't appreciate what we have, I seriously think the problem lies with them.
Like the saying "You Qi Fu Bi You Qi Zi".
I am the son of my parents.
I am not a pawn on their chessboard whereby I can be just moved about to do whatever they please.
I have a life of my own for the love of mother nature.
>>Period<<