Notes. Dates. Tasks.

Note to friends: The next time, should you go out with me to catch a movie or whatever, if you see me staring at a Mazda 6 Sports Sedan; don't be amused or bewildered. Just leave me be ok? Thanks. And let's just leave things as they are now. =|

Well, for the past few days, I have been feeling rather snappy. Partly because of my mum constantly breathing down my neck to stop ramming the police vehicles in NFS Carbon. Can't help it.
So at night, I kinda developed this queer, somewhat morbid thought.
Ways that someone could actually kill me and pass it off as death of natural causes.
I think I've been watching too many CSI. Be it Las Vegas or Miami.
Hey.
Since I've thought of it, I don't see why not I should not share them. Because, hello, those reading this are all my friends, so I don't suppose anyone would harbour any notion of having me silenced.
I'll be listing them down in point form.

1) By drowning.
This may seem somewhat of a surprise for you all, but frankly, I ain't that of a swimmer. Yes, I know that the density of a human is much lower than that of water, so mathematically and based on the laws of physics, one can't drown unless of course due to external causes. But hey, since something like NKF scandal can take place in clean (the other meaning) Singapore, I don't see why not I may drown in waters. Yes. Just throw me in a puddle and I will struggle more than a man injected with Ecstacy.
I don't think I could die while in a bath-tub. That would sound awfully ridiculous right? But hey, I think I have heard of similar "incidents" before.
Picture this.
You die. Because you drown in the bath-tub. Then in the other world where all those poor lifeless (literally) souls gather; they have nothing to do. So they discuss their life (the irony) and eventually, their cause of death. One bloke said murder. The other said he got run down by a speeding car. Then they ask you. Won't you find the way that you lost that precious life of yours somewhat..Erm.. Pathetic?
Alright. This is a very touche subject. A kind of black humour in fact.
That's what too much thinking makes you.


2) Physics
Personallly, this is a very idiosyncratic thing of my.
I was actually making plans for "Life without Physics" after the SA2 paper. But you know, life does make a mockery of us. Heh. I passed and eventually, most probably, most unwantedly, would proceed to taking this horrid subject again next year. If it's to be the same bloke teaching me again, I swear I won't get through the first term without having flunk all of the tests. Look here. Hello. I would rather read all of William Shakespeare (the books as they are) rather than go through a lesson of Radioactivity or Electrospectum or whatsoever nonsense that Man call Physics. Seriously, must we take the power of gravity that hard? It's just a force that pulls you to the centre of this watery Planet. Kinda like how your mum pull you to your chair when you attempt to reach out for the remote to switch on the tele when you should be reading.

3) Not having a girlfriend.
Ok. The example's lame. Just erase it.

4) Disallowing me, at least, one cup of coffee a day.
I am trying to kick the habit. Downing one cup a day is a way of beginning the day for me. While others prefer milk together with eggs and hams and sandwiches (bloody hell. Are they eating lunch or breakfast), just give me a cup of coffee and 2 slices of bread and I will only open my mouth until I'm told to. Heh. To those that know not of my bad habit, I used to gulp down 3-4 cups of Nescafe a day. The high was 4 cups- the day before the Physics paper. So, do the math and perhaps I would need to stock up on more Super Coffee (it's the brand..Nescafe is kinda ex), if I'm to survive or get a 50 for physics next year. ><


5) Not having a girlfriend.
Wait. Why am I saying this again.


6) Last of all. Being ostracised by friends, or even not having friends.
I know some people may deem me as a kind of introvert. But ask Julian (the 40cents chap whom I started talking to due to Life Science) and you may find me a little less of an introvert. True, I do not dwell on Online Gaming or Pokemon or Porn like the other mates, but I do have my interests which includes things other than posing and oogling at chio bu. (Julian does that too. XD).
Yes. I treasure my friends. Those who have known me...How often do I actually flare up? Frankly, I can't remember. The last time I become hopping mad was when I told the cabbie driver to shut up and follow my instructions when he attempted to take a longer route around to my home when the quickest way was dead ahead. I must apologise to the young lad now. YOU obviously just got acquainted to the streets of Geylang. Sorry. But look at the other side of the coin, this shows that you ain't the promiscuous sort. Maybe I should consider persuading those two people at home to change house, perhaps then I will...Never mind.
Yes. I do treasure my friends. Be it boys or girls. Although I rather talk less to either for the fear of their other half thinking that I am up to something. -.-


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I am still 'earning' glances and stares from the other communters on board the train and buses.
Uncles in cabbies don't cause if they do, they will be driving up there now, not on the ECP.
Oh ya. To coffee lovers... The Starbucks at Holland V sells kopi that tastes really nice. Somehow, maybe the ambience of the place had something to do with the taste. The service there is terrific too. Wonder could it be because of the lady at the counter who kept smiling at me. Must be the pimples. >< I don't look like Torres.
I am still kinda bewildered as to why people would so love to have their eyes set on me. I don't know why. Perhaps, one day when my face is rid of pimples (so as not to scare them..^ ^), I will ask them. That day, seems so very long.


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I'm hoping this phase of Gothic (is it?) or emo-ism will end soon. Cause everyday I kinda have this word D-O-O-M spelled in front of my mind. Don't know what it means though.
This downward feeling better stop.
Period.
Taggie ok? =|