Pals and these chink bastards.

I think it's pretty much decided that I am not fated with that $500 Scholarship. I can see the scene now. The MP of my area waving that cheque in my face and laughing his ass off. Great, an extra 500 bucks for the next god-knows what campaign.
My position slipped from 15 to 18 in 2 terms; particularly because I developed a queer urge to study while resting on my comfy bed. I eventually continued my revision in Slumberland with the fluffy sheeps prancing about.
I just couldn't find that spark to study. This was actually worsened by the constant droning of the damn science teachers, including biology, in class. The coffee in the morning sure does wonders.
I felt that my life was somehow slowly, gradually but surely being sucked away by some fucked-up supernatural force. Every morning I wake up feeling more dead than the previous.
Anyway, the holidays came and presently, I am less dead than before. But I'm still in search of that spark to get my ass down and do some good study.

The 500 bucks is a goner. This is actually the key start to the domino effect.
I can kiss the 3rd set of clothings good-bye.
Nokia can continue to advertise its N73 and I can only just gawk at it from the display stands while the sales assistant walks about before coming up with a decision to say "Can I help you?" If she was expecting some sort of drug-induced nod, then she is dead wrong. I usually just say "No", then get my ass out of there before you could even say "Jack Robinson".
Frankly, I am rather pissed.
At myself and at those freak-shows from the biggest Asia Continent.
I think it's because of them that I got booted out of the 5% cut criteria.
Fuck you.
But seriously, I can't blame all of them. I can't help it if I am born dumb and gullible and ugly and an easy walk-over by the fucking chinks.
Between you and I, I really detest them. I may put up an "Oh.. Hi!! How are you" kinda look, but deep down, I would really enjoy blowing that face of theirs with a shotgun.
Yes. You can say that I am pretty sore over that 500 bucks. But come, ask yourself, won't you mind an extra 500 bucks in your pocket?

I wanna go bouldering. -_____-