Sunday, January 07, 2007 5:54 pm
Many craps.
I guess you can somehow consider the last entry as a tribute to the old pal of mine. But more indepth, it's actually me lamenting the fact that there are very few real people in 4A.
I'm tired of this nonsense. I just want to let those A1 hungry fellows know that just because you can get 6A1s for your O levels, it doesn't necessarily secure you a job as an executive in some big-shot coporation.
I beginning to get very short-fused lately; So if I just happen to hurl a few swear words at you in the next coming weeks or so, please please forgive me.
Of the late, I've kinda liken my life to that dolphin. Other than the fact that I would most probably drown in the first 4 minutes that I enter the water, have flippers instead of limbs, I think my life is pretty much the same.
1)I cannot survive alone.
I think this statement is really fool-proof. No man is an island; You cannot live in solitude for your entire life. Well, in my case, it's the quintenssential circle of friends at 4A. No, the statement is not ironic or a paradox or some sort. There are real friends in 4A; those whom I've met since Sec2. The ones made in Sec3 are just floating jellyfishes waiting to be fried.
2)I demand speed when I do things. Ask Wen Xiong and he will tell you that everytime before I start doing a question on graph, whatever type it may be, I will try to finish it within 10 minutes. Sounds ambitious? Well many big things start small. You can't expect Singapore to become as strong as it is now in 2 years since its independence right?
3)I yearn company. I think this is a rather greedy thing to say. But, seriously speaking, who doesn't want to broaden their circle of friends? I'm not talking about relationships here by the way.
Offhand, that's what I can think of.
I think it's only a matter of hours before my memory screams, demanding me to stop feeding it with facts.
There are 2 tests that are waiting for me in the weeks to come. If you are taking into consideration this week as the first week, then the tests would be 2 weeks from now. If you count the countdown by using tomorrow as the start, then I would only have 1 week to memorize:
3 full chapters of Chemistry.
5 full chapters of Geography.
It's murder I know; And it isn't helping either the fact that those two teachers happen to be the most cold-blooded, unfeeling, zero-tolerance kind of people. It's not them I fear but the red F.
So far, I've embarked on the ardious task to memorize about 4-6 pages of chemistry. That's not even 1/8 of the total number of pages waiting to be conquered. I'm just bewildered how people like Glen can abosorb so many in so short a time.
Amazing.
Unbelievable.
Damning.
I want to end here. I want everything to end now. Someone burn the entire load of O level scripst please.
I feel like crying.