Thursday, July 12, 2007 11:11 pm
and tomorrow, there will be so many more.
It's common sense. Not a soul in this world is perfect; even you have undergone surgery for the umpteenth time to correct the position of your nose. So why all the hype about being the best? To be frank, I'm sick of being called a poser or whatever. It sounds really cool at first, cause you are like the hub of fashion or something. But as time goes by, you sort of become a vase or something. And I find it strange that people tend to call one another posers when their style sense are similar. So, are you going to shoot me because I fancy that same pair of Armani jeans as you?
I am not perfect because:
1)quite frankly, I think my nose is a little big. Thanks Mum.
2)i have a rather "long" body- not tall- hence even if I were to wear my pants at the hips- you will never catch me wearing it around the belly area- people still say I wear baggy pants. Fine, next time, I will wear straight fit. Baggy pants are out anyway.
3)i suck at physics, that despite the best efforts by my tutor to improve my marks in whatever humane way possible. Seriously, I think he's gone mad.
4)i have my temper tantrums. Just that I don't show it blatantly unlike others. You might call me an introvert; my friendster account says all.
5)yes, the pink red irritating pimples. Why do these stupid things even exist?
6)like all, i still fall every now and then. and just because i don't cry, doesn't mean i'm not hurt.
7)i still hate certain people. i still take cabs every now and then even if that guilty pang of Earth dying is thumping so hard on my chest.
8)i do swear behind teachers.
9)i do feel empty every now and then. it feels especially worse when it's at night and at dawn.
10)i still yearn for company.