crap.

It's half past twelve now. For those who have read my posts every now and then, I did say that I vowed to get at least 7-8 hours of sleep daily. Now? I guess I had just broken that very first resolution. Well, resolutions are meant to be broken anyway.
With CCA taking quite a chunk of my time, along with other nitty gritty stuff, I often find myself exhausted. Both physically and mentally at the end of the day. It's a miracle that I don't go to bed immediately after my dinner and shower. And that's one of the reasons why I run 'so fast' during that 4.8km. Because most of the time, I just sit down after dinner and get down to work. Hence, only during PE do I get to burn off those excess calories. Of course, I do run another 4.8km on Thursday during TKD and swim every Sunday.
Suddenly, zhiyang has become enthusiastic about exercising. >< Lessons today were so so. I am still scratching my head during economics-must get notes from Olivia tomorrow. But at least I managed to survive it without sleeping. Math was quite fun cause I did the tutorial. Binomial questions aren't that bad at all...well, until they reach to ridiculous powers and expect you to multiply them together for the final answer. Normally, I would curse, swear, glare and then do the bloody question. Okay, that's random. I didn't help paint the banner today. All I did was just watch them do; seriously, girls are better at these type of stuff than guys. Ask a bunch of Marists to do a banner and it's a miracle you could even get a stroke of paint on it. Most of us hardly care anyway. After that it was taekwando. Dewei and I arrived late; just as well cause today's session was pretty mundane anyway. The J1s had a mini ice breaking activity and we introduced ourselves.
By that time, I was utterly exhausted. I was really really sleepy and hungry. Strange how my body functions. Plus the damn track pants was so freaking long and it was a pain moving and doing patterns in it that I was getting a little bit annoyed. That result in me having a shitty than usual face when introducing myself. I was deemed unfriendly but then again..well, excuses don't help huh? I think I will attend the next session with a big smile. =D Sorry if my attitude was like shit today.

she doesn't even care how i feel anyway.
perhaps she really can't be bothered by me.
haha. life's like that. you keep doing the stuff that you aren't suppose to do.
just like pandora.
i just created my own suffering.
she.my poison.