ouch.

I must really 'thank' TYH for the hell that he put us through on Friday during 3rd period PE. Because of that PE session, my thigh muscles are now in a hell lot of pain whenever I move about. The insane thing is that I actually went swimming today in this condition. I doubt if I would survive tomorrow's 4.8km run. Boo. I like running to a certain extent.
I suddenly hate swimming. I have come to realise that I could actually walk faster than I swim. And the pool that I go to is so strongly chlorinated that despite my best efforts to scrub after the swim, the smell of chlorine lingers. Should the uncle back at MSHS' chem lab feel that the lab is short on chlorine, do pop down at that club.
I wanted to do some good revision when I came home; but I just utterly exhausted. I guess it was a good thing that I gave the Thursday run a miss cause if not, I would be way too tired, physically and mentally, to even blog.
I am still too damn lazy to do my spring cleaning of my room. The books are still in their haphazard positions and my desk is like a war field. I told my cousins that there is absolutely nothing to do at my place due to my lack of games and gaming consoles- so what I suggested was to go to the nearby pool clinic to play a few rounds of pool. It still poses a minor problem with my 12 year old cousin. Poor fellow will be left all alone. Guess I will drown him silly with my economics notes then go. Economics never fails to either drive you insane or put you to sleep. Well of course there's GP but that's another story.


friends have told me to chill.
relax.
one suggested that she's playing hard to get.
but after so many 'replies', we came up with the same answer.
you have him.
i am just superfluous.
explains a lot you know.
i have till march.
i will try to live.
i hate the coming 14th more now; despite still harbouring some naive hope that something some how might happen.
how naive.