all things that i do.


It's probably my focus or maybe my utter lack of drive or sorts. Work these days have been utter misery. It used to be adequately enjoyable when I could grasp all the concepts and key words to ace the tests. Of course there were the occasional flops but ya, shit happens. These days, the facts are getting longer and longer. The concepts getting more and more complicated. The equations more and more taxing and ridiculously long. It's tough. And of course there's life's equations that are getting more difficult to handle.
I decided to do so work today. I revised through trigonometry differentiation this afternoon and found the functions pretty troublesome. A pain in the ass really. But at least I can kind of understand it better now; water is less murky. The stuff is still rather long-equations I mean- so I can't zip through like I did the last time. Then I went to read an old novel and quite naturally, fell asleep while in the midst of it. I read on the bed. I woke up, had dinner and went to do redox. I just completed the 6th question and have already used up 7 pages of paper.
I didn't know redox could be this difficult.
Really.
~sigh.

I will not be attending my swimming lessons tomorrow, reason being that I have some CIP business at Pasir Ris. I will be doing that with Joel and Olivia. Let's hope everyone stays together in the house visits and not get dispersed. I will probably look like a zombie tomorrow morning cause I will be waking up at like 6am. I normally sleep at 2am on Saturdays. But what the heck, the afternoon nap should suffice.



something not nice happened today.
nothing nice will happen in the holidays already.
i think she knows.