looking for. things.

The start of the holidays.
But really, is it considered a true holiday? Haha. I have a taekwando 'camp' this coming Thursday and Friday. It doesn't require us to stay overnight though so I am seeing it as a kind of welcome party of sorts. One which involves plenty of kicking and punching and shouting and maybe, just maybe running. Hopefully. I need to clear my mind of stuff anyways.
I didn't get to do much work today. Only managed to cover differentiation practices and bonding. The latter I am only halfway through; I would be finishing off the other half later tonight. And if there's enough time- there should be cause it's the holidays and teens sleep at ungodly hours- maybe I would do some binomial questions as well. Those stuff either puts people to sleep or pisses them off. Either way, we all end up sleepy.

I talked with a few female friends a few times back. The common thing that they all lament would be that girls seem to be more vulnerable when in a relationship. Is that true? Personally, I sincerely doubt so. At least, not in this modern era. I admit that after a breakup, it hits the girl harder that the guys. At least, that's the norm. That bloke would probably be hooking up with a new girl a few months down the road but the girl might take a couple of years. But ever though of prior to the relationship? What happened then...? The guy would had gone through hell to win her heart. -ask your dad- Unless of course the feelings mutual then, well, congratulations. Otherwise, we guys would be at the mercy of the girl we love. PS: Girls don't normally make the first move either no matter how modern the world has come to. And then we come to the awful breakup. Do the girls always lose? I don't think so. What bout the guys?
Haha.
Like what I told zhenghui this afternoon, it's difficult to find a girl you love. It's even harder to get her to return that love. He was commenting on how I needed to get a girlfriend cause I was actually enjoying some lame game available on miniclip. This is the url btw: http://www.miniclip.com/games/extreme-pamplona/en/
I found the Russia one especially hilarious.


i should stop letting my mood be dictated by another.
and i hate that i...
and i can't stand how much i..
i am not investing that much.
i should read the consequences prior; perhaps it was all there, just that i didn't notice.
stupid me.