rewind.

You know how the old folk laments that things aren't what they used to be? Like they don't make classics as they used to and such? I think I am going through that now. But then, hey, life goes on. For the better or worse.
Shit.

Stuff that happened today:
1) died during the chemistry lecture test cause I had no blooming idea what the hell the questions were trying to say. i hope the facts and explanation parts can pull me up. I am gunning for at least a moderate pass. Like 20 upon 35 or something. I might be facing with something less though.
2) played pokemone on Victoria's phone again. I managed to defeat the rival with miserable level 40s though. Ahaha. My training style isn't that outdated-in your face alvin; good luck in your race tomorrow anyways. Lucky fella he..in more ways than one.
3) didn't eat so much today. strangely. must be the depressing mood.
4) actually didn't freak out that much during chemistry mock spa today. guess all that grueling training by KYE does make you numb to teachers. it's okay to carry a devil may care attitude while doing the experiments..just make sure the teacher isn't around and you don't heat the wrong substance. haha.
5) actually managed to grasp the styles of yellow tip and yellow belt patterns. need to co-ordinate movements of the hands and feet though. i can't dance straight let alone master these perplexing moves. honestly, even i were to encounter a fight, i would either look for a long pole- crowbar?- and whack the shit out the person. if i fail to find a weapon, i will just kick wildly. i doubt if i would even apply tkd..well,maybe the break the jaw, hit the nose and punch the chest move. and the kicks of course.

tired like hell.
don't highlight.

i need you now, like i needed you then.
i won't let you go for any price.
heaven knows what will happen now.
hey. i..