Sundays.

I have this massive throbbing headache now.
Panadol doesn't seem to be working.
Maybe I should just bang my head against the wall or something to counteract it.
Well, at least that's how the headache feels like.
A blunt object constantly hitting my head.

I had my swimming lesson today. The instructor gave me a pep talk cause he felt that I wasn't taking the lesson seriously. At least not seriously enough. Yeah, maybe I guess. But I just hate doing the freestyle cause it's so freaking hard to kick properly and not to mention I can't do that four-strokes then surface to breath pattern. Guess it's just excuses; if others can do it I don't see why I can't.
Men should be born with both lungs and gills; it would make swimming a lot easier. Not to mention less people would drown when the ice caps melt and oceans flood nations. Okay, I am just talking crap now.
Damn the headache.


if there ever will be a next time.
i swear it will be better.
i promise.
i wonder what's the state of the alloy now.