just like the stairs.

I am not exactly a fan of patterns.
Remember those fucked up number patterns involving all these bad ass squares, triangles and funny symbols in E Math? Ya. It maybe easy work for some. But to me, it was living hell. I think the biggest surprise that I had with such patterns was that back in Sec4, if I was really desperate, I would just randomly throw in a number. And guess what? It worked. Sometimes.
I got back my Biology Paper today.
I got back my Chemistry last week.
I got back my Mathematics last week.
And guess what? It's in a funny, sadistic pattern again.
B.
C.
D
I am not that particularly pissed about Chem and Biology. They weren't really my niche subjects. The grades fluctuate and vary pretty wildly. Honestly, that B for Biology was sweet surprise. I can complain and whine some more about this B grade but it's really gonna piss some people off so I should shut up about it. The C for Chemistry-some sick pun- was disappointing. It was pretty damning on my Chemistry 'pride'. At least, to what's left of it. I was kinda banking on it to get me an A? Wishful thinking. Section C seriously fucked me up. Over and over and over. Section B was okay. Shaky. But subject it to the hell hounds of A levels, it would crumble. Section A was fine; loads of room for improvement.
Now on to the red grade.
Honestly, I was dead disappointed with this rotten D. Disgusted. Disgraced. Devastated. I slogged my ass out for the paper. Come on, if there's such a thing as a lucky angel, at least give me a C. Even Mrs Koh was "You didn't study right?". Honestly, I did. But not as intensively. I didn't re-do the tutorials because I was partly lazy and my answers were chucked here and there so it was a real hassle to find them. So I turned to the 3 miserable practice papers and TYS for practice. They were fine. If the paper was Primary School standard. I freaking got slaughtered by the paper over and over and over and over again. I guess the lucky angel did do its job. Salvaging a D for me. I could tell Mrs Koh was really disappointed. I'm sorry..But then again, I wanted to do H3 math? Ha. A D grade? Fat hope.
If the pattern would to do well, the least I could get is like an A for economics? I must be dreaming out loud. Pardon me. Maybe it would go backwards. Like say, an E for economics. It is plausible. 90% chance. Ha.
Dena's crashing tomorrow.