Rebuilding from the start.

It sucks growing up.
To me that is, I don't know about the rest of the folks.
There's the ever growing pile of work, deadlines, goals and yes, how can I forget about love.
I think I will get myself stoned to death if I were to push all the fault to that girls so let's take it as 50:50.
And no..the for damn last time, I have no problems in this relationship thing-not that I am a pro- just that I really am not in the gear for this kinda stuff now.

I don't know what got into me today..it's just..I don't know. Fatigue? Or maybe it's frustration. Or maybe it's just work and the demands of promos has pushed me to the fucking edge that I probably say "Oh man. Fuck it.". Yah, that would probably make a more apt sentence that that dude from 300 should scream instead of "SPARTANS!"

Oh. Have you heard? There will be 16 ERP gantries in the KPE. So ya, I can understand why people will visit me less often these days-not that the Chionh family gets that many visitors anyway. Mum has decided that the family would be flying overseas to 'escape' the lunacy of Lunar New Year so yeah, the relatives will probably be very happy to save on petrol and the damn ERP charges. Destination? I have no idea. But with conflicting interests-Dad is more Asia while I am more European oriented-we will probably be ending up somewhere like Thailand. Hahaha.

I had my usual swimming lesson today. After that near fainting spell last week, the body seems to be used to me pushing it a little bit more. Although that asshole of a teacher keeps on harping on why the hell I must rest for a while after swimming like '1 lap'. Correction. I always swim 5 laps before I take a break so either you must be blind from all that fog in your goggles or my math skills are just plain lousy. Whatever. It just got me pissed.
I swam slightly less today. Not 25. Only 24. Not that I am complaining but hey, I love swimming more than I do running so yeah...Give me a pool and I will swim. I attempted backstroke today and guess what? It worked surprisingly well. Haha. Albeit I nearly collided into some kid setting off currents with his crazy freestyle. I swear these kids run on Energizers.

Oh well.
I still hate growing up.
But then, we don't have a choice now do we?
Back to growing up-studying-wretched-world then.
I will try to come online less often now.