Tests and the head.

I think diagrams relating to Biology have something against me. It first happened in the test on proteins and now it has happened once again in the test on DNA and Genomics. To be honest, I seriously think I would fail today's test. It is pissing me off not so much so that I did not study for it? But the fact that I actually did and the stuff I studied did not quite come out. Only like 1-2 parts did? Frankly, I doubt that would even bring me to a passing grade.
It is that depressing.
I guess that kinda reasons why I was 'lost' after the test. I mean, fine, I knew I was never good with DNA and Genomics to begin with-although I kind of like the topic itself because it has numbers, however retarded this may sound- but at least it is something that is...I don't know. Well most definitely it beats the crap out of bacteria and viruses which I just finished not too long ago; the stuff's drier than the Sahara.
I am really worried now for my Promos.
As well as for my H3.
Although I am treating it with a sense of indifference now, the H3, I think I would really give it all after the Promos? Of course after the release of the results; I don't want to waste my time chasing a lost cause.
All of a sudden, the B,C,D,D criteria seems such a long way. And come to think I was actually aiming for an A,A,A,C. No prizes for what the C grade is for.
I am beginning to try to like economics now. At least I am understanding Market Structure. By baby steps no matter, a little progress is better than staying stagnant. And this explains why I was not as bored as previous times during Economics, despite it being a 4 period marathon.
I just did Enthalpy just now and it struck me as to how careless I can be. Even at home when I am relaxed I am still careless. Now, what about under exam conditions? It would be a miracle if I don't start howling like a crazy ape and shredding the question papers in a fit of rage and helplessness.
I don't need a break now.
I need a brighter head, sharper eyes and higher intellect.
Urgh.